I love... _________________________________________________________________ Briana, Carrie, Rebecca, Bella, Katie, Abby, Savvy, Emma and Alena!...

ITS ANOTHER ONE OF ABBY'S FAIL ATEMPTS TO MAKE A GOOD SETT!

I get to go to a freaking preforming arts school!
I cant beleive I really am saying this, but I kinda really want to move...
Yeah i love all my freinds here.
BUt I kinda want to move to a new state,
And go to a preforming arts school,
which some chick from grey's anatomy when too.
x]
i dont watch that show but alot of these famous people went to that school.
and i really want to go there.

I have Nutcracker auditions this week and I'm freaking out man, im freaking out!
I can be almost anything,
I really want to be princess rose,
or a colembine,
or a flower,
or a russiain.
But i might not get any of those. -___-
But they hopefully cut my least favorite scene which i would be in this year. which i really dont want to be in.
Ummm...
I might be on pointe for nutcracker also.
which is a big deal,
that means I'm offically a good dancer.
But what sucks is that I would have to stay from another 3 hours if I even get a chance on pointe.
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I really do feel lost.
I dont fit in any more with any of my friends at school.
Even my best friends seem to be drifting away.
I've been crying.
My family's messed up,
my mom's dead.
My dad's a workaholic and a perfectionest.
My brother is in the Marines.
And then there's me.
The ballerina, who doesnt fit in anymore, never feeels like she's good enough for anything, and when she works hard, she ends up getting hurt.
I try my hardest on everything.
But it never seems good enough for my dad,
he always expects so much out of me that i cant give him.
And at school,
I always seem like a third wheel.
Always hanging wround poeple that dont want me there.
I really need to start over.
New friends,
new life.
Maybe it would be best if I moved after all.
I mean.
I could have a totally differnt life.
And hopefully for the better.
idk.

*wheeling around the camp*

*erm... being Kurt? x]*

*walking around outside*

*humming a song, walking down the hallway*

*erm.... humming... a song walking around the camp*

you know you want to join and audition. :)
 
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